Happy New Year!!

Today is the first day of Chinese New Year. As usual, I went to my grandma's house, and was there the whole day.... It was rather boring for me since there were not really any people of similar age... I took today to think of something...

I thought about it today... There's something in my heart that I really wanna know, something that has been bothering me for really damn long... But I just don't know how to ask... Maybe I think too much, but the signs keep telling me otherwise... And I'm at a crossroad, not knowing what to do... Should I continue, or should I just find out the answer and put a stop to everything? I really do not know... Hopefully I will know what to do soon...

Anyway, happy new year to all my friends and happy valentine's day too!!