Softball Camp

Finally, softball camp is over! Not that the softball camp is not fun, but it's a bit too tiring... lol... Camp started on Friday morning, at 730am. Went to the SRC field to train early in the morning. End training about 12pm to 1230pm, went back hall for a bath, and lunch, had a one hour break, then it's back to training at 3pm. Trained all the way to 7pm, then again went back for a bath and dinner, before having "movie screening" when we watched videos on baseball and softball plays and learnt from them. Everyone was rather tired, but some of the videos were quite exciting...
The schedule for the second day is about the same, except that the "movie screening" is changed to a tutorial, where we were tested on the different plays and the rules of IHG softball. Ended about 1130pm, went back to sleep, and again, 9am training today. Trained till about 1230pm, then break camp. Went to Nihonmura at Jurong West stadium for lunch, before heading home finally. All in all, the camp was fun, but tiring at the same time. I learnt a lot from the camp, things that will help in our IHG tournament.
Friendly next week right after we come back from AC, on Friday. Training again the following Wednesday, RHE on Thursday where we have a one hour game, then training again on Friday. Going to have an overdose of softball this holiday... Not that i mind though... haha...

Exams Over!!!

Finally, the long awaited day is here! My exams are finally over! haha... Suddenly i felt free, relieved of any burdens...
Didn't waste anytime enjoying my freedom... Went home after exams, caught a breather, and went out again...
Had steamboat with Aiting, Marilyn and co. at Bugis. Totally enjoyed myself, though i was quite tired...
Then drove them back to Pasir Ris, and picked Huiyi up. Initially due to some miscommunications, there were only 2 of us left for the midnight movie. Then she was saying not fun anymore, so we decided to go for supper. In the car, she called Sarah, and in the end we all decided to go for the movie. Was already 1105pm, so we went to pick Sarah up, and rushed down to the Cathay for the 1135pm show. Due to my superb driving skills, haha, we reached at 1130pm, just in time for The Beverly Hills Chihuahua.
To my amazement, the show is actually quite nice, though i do not understand how funny the dogs are, and Huiyi beside me was like laughing at the dogs even when they're hanging on to their dear lives on the train... lol...
Anyway after the movie we drove back to Pasir Ris Dr 6 for supper. Had a plate of nice carrot cake and my favourite Lemon tea, before sending them back home and going home. Reached home at about 3.30am, was really tired and just fell asleep... Woke up at about 4pm today... haha... And going back hall tonight... Not that i love my hall so much, but there's softball camp from tomorrow to sunday night, and it starts at 730am tomorrow, so i have no choice but to go back tonight... lol... What a start to my post-exam life...
Anyway this holiday is going to be very busy... First softball camp tomorrow, ends on sunday... Monday there's bball training, Tues heading off to Batam, coming back on thurs... Then all the IH trainings, and RHE on the 11th... And IHG starts right after... haha... Before IHG ends it'll already be the start of the new term.. lol... No time to really rest... Not that i mind though... haha... Gotta seriously enjoy myself...

Crush...

Crush ~ David Archuleta

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Revelation...

Found out something today... Something that i have been avoiding inside me... but now i know it's time to face the truth... hopefully i can... Even though i still hope that it is not true..

Tonight I Wanna Cry by Keith Urban

Real? Wrong Impression?

Felt good lately... Wonder if the feeling is real, or just a wrong impression that i have? There really is just a thin line between the two... Sometimes it seems that everything is going well, but at times, i'm not really sure... When will there be a really clear sign telling me what i need to know?

Dream...

Had a very strange dream last night... i dreamt of you, breaking my heart with your action. And it felt so real, i was afraid it would be true... Praying hard that it will not... but still, my heart is still beating fast...
Feeling very insecure, don't know what to do... I know i shouldn't be thinking about this right now, during the exam period... but i just can't get it out of my mind... i dread THE DAY... Hope it never comes...