Hope...

Went to see him today... His condition was getting worse... Nobody knows for how long more he can live...
I'm a free-thinker, but nevertheless, I'm praying... Praying for a miracle... Praying that whatever happens next, I'll be able to cope...
Nobody knows how terrible I'm feeling inside... I may look happy and are still joking around, but nobody knows how afraid and how helpless I feel... But I just can't show it... I dread the time i visit him every week, cos I just feel so helpless seeing him suffer but i can do nothing to help... I just hope there's someone i can turn to when i need it...

A busy day...

Went to a lot of places today, as in Friday... Firstly, had lunch with Kelv at LJS at Hougang Mall, then went to Queensway Shopping Centre to shop around and maybe get some stuff... Walked for quite a while, and i must say, for a guy, he really bought a lot of stuff... lol... Went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to get his ear pierced... Again... His third one already... Then went to Bugis, to walk around again... This time i bought a shirt... Shall wear it to school some day... Took some pictures at Bugis before leaving...The coincidental thing was, both Aiting and Sebe were also at Bugis, and so i met Sebe to go Vivo together for dinner... Aiting didn't join us because she was having dinner with her family... Anyway, Me and Sebe reached Vivo quite early, so we walked around looking for the Rubik's Cube that Sebe was supposed to buy on behalf of his friend... Then walked around looking for the Japanese shop that he wanted to find before going to queue up at Kim Gary. Marilyn joined up when we were queueing, and Aiting came to join us after her dinner... Talked about many things over dinner, and really very funny... haha... Decided to go watch Rule No.1 at The Cathay, but when we reached there we realised that the tickets were all sold out... Went to GV at PS and there were only separate single seats left, so in the end we went home... But i'll watch it some other day, i'm sure...
Anyway, Sebe is flying off to India for 2 weeks on Sunday. Bon Voyage! Hope the army training there is not too tough! Bring something nice back for us!

Dilemma....

How hard is it to make a decision? Apparently, its really hard, and to make matters worse, you know the other option is better but you just have to take this option because of certain compelling reasons. Yes, and i just got to know it today... Haiz... Why do we have to make a choice?

To you...

I'm not angry anymore... just disappointed... Disappointed that you didn't trust me, disappointed that you never asked how i felt... Disappointed... But now everything is over and i just hope things can go back to how it was before...

Marketing...

Had our marketing project meeting today before marketing lecture, and we decided after that to meet again at 7.30pm in our room, so when i went back, i did some stuff and then took a nap. Woke up about 7.30pm, just nice before Suan Shing came. Soon after Yulian and Crystal came and we did the powerpoint slides, and rehearsed our script. Took a group photo in our very unglam shirts and shorts before they go back... Kinda tired now... Shall share the photos before i go to sleep...

Anniversary

Went to Furama hotel yesterday to celebrate my parents' wedding anniversary... i kinda not know which anniversary it is, but an anniversary is an anniversary, so we went to celebrate anyways... The food there was not bad, and i ate a lot... lol... Must really start exercising again... anyway, took some pics too... shall share with everyone...

My parents...Me and my Bro...
Family photo...My mum... looking happy.. lol... My dad...My bro...and him acting cool... lol...And took a photo of myself...

Bored...

Met the usual people for lunch after my OB seminar, and then went up to Lee Wee Nam library to mug... (having my stats quiz on friday, that's why)... Anyway was getting bored after looking at the boring stats notes, so i decided to take candid shots of people studying...

Shu Long's "ah-pek" pose...
Marilyn...Aiting in Marilyn's cap...Took some photos with Marilyn...Then went back to studying...

Yi Xian and Sebe's Birthday Celebration

Went out today with ZX, Pam, Mari, YH, HH and of course, YX and Sebe, to City Hall to celebrate their birthdays... Went to eat at New York New York at Citylink mall... The food there is quite nice, but our main course seemed to be the candy floss... lol... Mari, HH and ZX kept trying the candyfloss machine, in the end i think we had an overdose of sugar... lol... Took a couple of pics with YX and Mari when the rest went to get the candy floss...
After lunch, we walked around, and went to the arcade at Marina Square... Had lots of fun there... In the end, i went home tired, but happy... lol...

Update...

As promised... more photos of the fun times yesterday...

A shot of me at Sakae...
Wonder what we're doing.... lol... Us acting cool...Zhen Ting took a shot of me...Our "group photo"...On the way home...

Fun Time!

Went for the training session for ushers for Singapore Indoor Stadium in the morning, and i was late on my first session... lol... Anyway made new friends there, and the training was actually quite relaxed, other than the very long talks and stuff like that... Kinda looking forward to my first assignment... Next time anyone is watching concert at SIS remember to look for me! lol... That's if i've signed up for the job.. haha....
Anyway, after the training session, went to meet my secondary school gang for dinner.... Took a while to decide where to eat, and finally we decided on Sakae at City Hall... Took some photos there...

Me at Sakae...
Me and Shu Fen
Zhi Hao and KelvinZhen Ting... lol...Shu Fen...Kelvin...
After dinner, we went to Marina Square for some ice cream since they said they wanted some.... Then we went to some secluded area in Marina Square to take funny photos... lol... It was quite exciting because there were people walking by once in a while, and we pretended to be taking photos for our projects and portfolios.... lol... Cos it was really awkward to let people see the poses we were in... haha.... Shall share the photos...

The 3 of them acting cool...
The rare decent shot that Shu Fen and Zhen Ting takes... lol...The 3 of them deciding what poses to make...And in the end, they decided on this....And their reactions after seing the pic...
Time for some of the more "normal" photos....Me and Zhen Ting...Me and Kelvin...Me and Zhi Hao...And back to some fun shots...I seriously have no idea what they are doing in this pic... lol...And finally... a rare shot of Brandon.. with Zhi Hao...
More photos to come soon... when i get it from the rest...
It was quite a fun day for me, and i really enjoyed the company of my secondary school gang... Hoping to see them soon!